| Sunday, July 13, 2003 | |||||||
| inilah sahabat.. kucari dirimu..!!
"And keep your soul content with those who call on their Lord morning and evening , seeking His Face; and let not your eyes pass beyond them , seeking the pomp and glitter of this Life; nor obey any whose heart We have permitted to neglect the rememberance of Us, one who follows his own desires, whose case gone beyond all bounds" 18:28 al_mumtazah: hmm enti dahbacakan apa yg ana tulis kat blog tu? al_mumtazah: enti ada pandangan? al_mumtazah: ana dah buat istikharah.. dan puasa sunat.. al_mumtazah: tapi... ana rasa tepu je.. al_mumtazah: nak minta nasihat dr enti.. taherah: in sha' Allah taherah: ana tak tahu apa yg terjadi ..kalau mum cerita sikit2 ..boleh lah ana tgk apa yg dpt dibantu al_mumtazah: oh.. al_mumtazah: ikwah tu.. al_mumtazah: abg angkat ana for the last 7++ years.. al_mumtazah: ana mmg dah kenal lama sgt dgn dia.. al_mumtazah: sbb tu ana mmg panggil dia 'abg' al_mumtazah: famili mmg dah kenal.. taherah: i see taherah: mm ..apa yg membingungkan mum skrg? al_mumtazah: mum mmg takda perasaan dgn dia enti.. al_mumtazah: especially bila kami gaduh dulu.. al_mumtazah: dia marah mum.. al_mumtazah: kami dah tak contect almost 6 months.. al_mumtazah: dia marah sbb mum cuba elak2 dgn dia.. al_mumtazah: enti bulih baca dr conversation tu kan..? al_mumtazah: al_mumtazah: then.. al_mumtazah: mum nak minta maaf dgn dia..alih2 itu pula yg jadi.. al_mumtazah: apalah yg dia cerita kat mak mum.. al_mumtazah: mum takda kat umah skang ni.. taherah: mm .. taherah: apa yg mum buat tu dah betul ..sbenarnya kan mmg takde istilah "angkat2" ni dlm islam ...once kita dah realize kesilapan tu, perlu cepat2 dibetulkan--thats what u r doing rite? al_mumtazah: yup.. al_mumtazah: itu yg mum buat .. dan sbbkan perang besar masa bulan 2 hari tu.. taherah: taherah: dan skrg ni .. taherah: mum kene tanya diri sendiri ..am i going to disobey Allah in order to please him ..or am I going to please Allah, even though he is rejecting my decision? taherah: yg penting skrg ..mum kene jelaskan betul2 taherah: apa yg mum cuba perbaiki .. taherah: beri kefahaman padanya .. taherah: lepas mum dah ckp ...dan kalau dia tak boleh terima/reluctant to accept .. taherah: mum tak boleh buat apa2 melainkan ask Allah to shower His Nur in his heart taherah: sbb dlm situasi ni ..spt kene make a choice taherah: "obeying Allah or my own desire & hawaa'?" taherah: in sha' Allah .."in tansurullaha yansurkum" taherah: if u help Allah, Allah will help u taherah: if u obey Allah, Allah will protect u taherah: have complete trust on Him my sister al_mumtazah: alhamdulillah.. taherah: jelaskan pdnya .."atas kasih sayang sbg seorang muslim, mum taknak hubungan ni membawa kpd jalan keingkaran kpd ALlah ..taknak kita berdua terus menerus diobey Allah ..its time for us to turn back to Him ..and bersaudara dlm cara yg dirahmatiNya" taherah: malah ukhuwwah seDin itu lebih tinggi & mulia & beautiful than "angkat2" ni right al_mumtazah: masya'Allah.. al_mumtazah: enti..... al_mumtazah: apalah yg ana dahbuat ni..? al_mumtazah: astagfirullah.. taherah: mum ..al hamdu lillah Allah masih bersimpati dgn kita kan ..utk kita "dpt anugerah KESEDARAN & KEINSAFAN atas dosa2 dan kesilapan yg pernah kita buat .. taherah: ramai lagi yg tak sedar akn disobedience mereka pd Allah ..and keep indulging themselves in it ..tp Allah pilih kita utk dpt kesedaran ni ...dan kembali kpdNya dlm taubah taherah: its indeed the biggest ni'mah we've ever received fr Him swt al_mumtazah: alhamdulillah... taherah: nak dgr satu hadeeth yg hold my heart so tight to Him swt .. al_mumtazah: alhamdulillah.. al_mumtazah: tafaddal ya ukhtie.. taherah: Rasul Allah s.a.w. asked sahabi a question:" Will anyone of you be pleased and happy with finding your camel after you've lost it?" taherah: They replied," Na'am ya Rasul Allah." taherah: He s.a.w. continued," Verily Allah swt is even happier than one of you who has lost & found back your camel, when His 'abd comes back to Him in sincere taubah after indulging himself in ma'asi & sins. taherah: we are actually the lost camels ..who is searching its way back to its Lord[Allah swt] taherah: Allah is happier mum ...happier to accept our taubah & returns to Him taherah: "ya ayyuhal ladzhi-na aamanu tuubu ilaLlahi taubatan nasuha" al_mumtazah: subhanallah.. al_mumtazah: terima kasih enti.. al_mumtazah: ana tak tahu nak cakap mcm mana.. al_mumtazah: al_mumtazah: alhamdulillah.. taherah: say Al hamdu lillah taherah: thats enough taherah: al_mumtazah: alhamdulillah.. al_mumtazah: hmm ana mmg tgh berserabut ni enti... al_mumtazah: mujurlah jumpa enti mlm ni.. al_mumtazah: ana dah istikharah dan puasa sunat.. al_mumtazah: tapi seems like mcm rasa tepu.. al_mumtazah: alhamdulillah.. tapi ana rasa semakin tenang.. taherah: al hamdu lillah al_mumtazah: taherah: kala malam melabuhkan sauhnya di tebing hari aku bangkit dalam mujahadah menggagahi hati sujudku hina di hadapan Al-Ghafuur mendamba keampunan akan dosaku yang menggunung, tidak terhitungkan! batas kehambaan aku taburi dengan benih keingkaran pastinya tiada yang sanggup menuai, tapi Dia ar- Rahmaan ... taherah: tangisan keinsafan kembali berguguran kali ini dalam sedu yang aku mengerti lagi inginkan atas kekesalan meraikan nafsu yang merajai tangisan ini teristimewa buat Dia yang kucintai ... " la' taqnatu min rahmatiLlah" " innaLlaha yaghfiru-dzunooba jamee'aa" " innaLlahu huwal ghafuuru-raheem" [39:53] taherah: don't give up upon His rahmah al_mumtazah: masya'Allah.. al_mumtazah: alhamdulillah... taherah: no one can forgive except Him ..no one would like to "accept" this filthy,dirty 'abd except Him taherah: let us be the "returning lost camel" ..so that our Lord will be happy to see His "Camel" being found taherah: in sha' Allah taherah: al_mumtazah: subha nallah.. al_mumtazah: al_mumtazah: ana betul2 kagum dgn ilmu enti.. al_mumtazah: alhamdulillah.. al_mumtazah: syukran ya .. al_mumtazah: taherah: its all Allah's mum ..His 'ilm, His mercy, His bountiful rewards .. taherah: i'm ur ears when u need someone to listen ..i'm your voice when u need someone to give advice ..in sha' Allah taherah: nothing much i can help ..expect what Allah wills al_mumtazah: alhamdulillah.. taherah: okei mum .. almost zuhr here ..take care ..may Allah help us in our journey to Him .. taherah: hafizakillah ..keep each other in our du'a in sha' Allah al_mumtazah: insha'Allah.. al_mumtazah: syukran ya enti.. al_mumtazah: taherah: most welcome my sister al_mumtazah: moga2 tautan ni mendapat rahmat drNYa.. al_mumtazah: insha'Allah.. taherah: aameen al_mumtazah: Assalamualaykum wbt.. al_mumtazah: taherah: wa 'alaykumussalaam wa rahmatullah taherah: it is sufficient honour to those who love one another for the sake of Allah , men and women alike , to know that their almighty Rabb will take care of them in the day of Judgement and will say: " Where are those who love one another for my Glory? Today I will shade them in My shade on the Day when there is no shade but mine" Ya Rabb... Bless us with Your nikmah..ameenn |
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