| Sunday, February 12, 2006 | |||||||
| Afraid | |||||||
| I’m afraid I’m afraid of losing things Afraid when come to the turning point where Allah is asking me Will it be me ? Will I be able to retain this? This beautiful feeling, this satisfaction.. This sisterhood, naseeha & reminders.. Would I be able to sit knee-to knee Together exploring Quran , travelling through Al-Banna’s , Maududiy’s , Sy Qutb’s, Mustafa Masyur’s , Ahmed Rashid’s Will I be able again.. Sharing daily sustenance in big plate together, sleeping in a cold blanket & giggling Wake up in freezing morning with one and only intention Reciting mathurat & making du’aa together again & again? Would I be able to O Allah? Will the people I meet understand me? Know what I’m doing Knowing this path I’m living & dying with? I just afraid.. When I’m a daughter.. I’m a wife I’m a mother I’m an engineer I’m a granny Will I be able to O Allah? Will I be able to be a lifetime daeiya ? Going through this beautiful tarbiyyah ? O Allah Help me.. Guide me.. Show me.. Because I know Your Mercy I’m living with.. 120206 Leicester Notakaki : really .. when Allah put you in trial & syaitaan whispering something you really struggling with . Afraid of something .. & something . will you understand me ? will you ? |
|||||||
| posted by umm mujahid @ 2/12/2006 09:07:00 PM | |||||||
|
| nota mujahid |
| Archives |
| mujahid |
our precious |
| parenting |
| Template By |
|
